suicidal thoughts

I realized today that I am replacable.

That all that I am can be substituted for by someone else so easily.

What is the point of living a life when the said is true?

You become aware of the fact that there is another person out there who can do all that you can and maybe even better.

That even as a friend u can be replaced. There are better friends who dont complain as much as you do and are definitely more fun to hang out with.

That as a daughter, another daughter can be the patriarchial daughter that your parents have ever dreamed of having and can fulfill their dreams and aspirations too.

That as an employee, there are smarter people out there who have the capability of availing all opportunities given to them and deliver magnificently.unlike you.

So where does that leave you?

Im at the brink of deciding between life and death..

and suddenly it doesnt seem to be a very difficult choice to make. hopefully.